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Swiftian Sadness

I've finished Graham Swift's latest novel, Wish You Were Here, and it was all that I've missed in the years that I've not read any of his work. Big aches, long-held sadness, hoped-for-solutions that never come. He is a writer who understands the nature of the human soul and reveals our own nature to us patiently, without fanfare, so that his ability to know each of us is not an ah-ha moment mid-novel but a slowly building sense -- and relief -- that our deepest sadnesses and greatest unspoken fears are fully known.

I didn't find myself marking every other sentence for its brilliance or even noting story structure while reading (something I often over-analyze mid-read which makes for a mess of expectations and let downsthat are entirely of my own making). I was simply in the story. In the pain of it. In the character's own lack of awareness and then awareness. In each family member's fumbling attempt to control their own destiny, to claim it in some way, to mark it as something not-inevitable.

It's been a week or so and it has hung around me like a cloak. Swift has a way of illuminating profound loss so exquisitely that it seeps into me and takes hold of me. I've had a hard time shaking it off.

 Stacey D'Erasmo at NYT captures Swift's ability well in her review:

"He has what might be described as an old-­fashioned humanist sensibility; the unearthing of buried emotion, and the consequences of that unearthing, is his métier. Jamesian in sensibility and to some degree in style, he finds tragedy in the most ordinary conversation, redemption in the way one character offers another an umbrella. You forget how piercing this sort of thing can be until you see Swift doing it so well, and with such patience. The depth of field in a Swift novel, thematically and emotionally, is vast. At his best, he suggests that looking intently at the smallest, most mundane thing can yield a glimpse into the meaning of life."

This is a beautiful book. One of Swift's best. Would love to know if you've read it and what you thought.

June 11, 2012 in Graham Swift, New Books | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

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Jonathan Evison + Skylight Books = Be There or Seriously Miss Out

Westofhere Jonathan Evison will be reading from West of Here this evening at the fantastic indie bookstore Skylight Books.

If his reading is as raucous and fun as his previous appearance at Skylight for All About Lulu, this is an evening you really shouldn't miss if you're anywhere close to LA tonight. That sounds like a tall order, but, well. Swanky pub dinners have been cancelled for this.

So. You know. It's probably not something you'll want to have missed. Especially when you get home from whatever else you chose to do instead and you scan through all the tweets from the night and come to the realization that you miscalculated in some egregious way that can't be undone. (Though it sort of could because he's reading tomorrow night at Book Soup.)

I might be overselling it. But you get my point.

See you there?

February 24, 2011 in Authors, Bookstores, Independent Bookstores, New Books | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

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Franzen Fest

Jonathan Franzen will be reading tonight at The Aratani in Little Tokyo as part of the Aloud LA reading series put on by our fantastic Library Foundation of Los Angeles. I will be going to this event, despite the cries heard round the world (my shrill voice included) about being all Franzened-out. I am still all-Franzened out and I've not even read Freedom yet.

However.

It strikes me as rather convenient that this event takes place only steps away from both my house and an excellent, somewhat-secret alley bar and who am I to look that kind of serendipity in the face and not jump along for the ride?

More to the point, it gives me a chance to get back to one of my favorite activities: writing elaborately long posts about the bizarre behavior exhibited at "important" readings in LA. Hopefully the Angelenos in attendance will not disappoint and I'll have some juicy tidbits to share with you all in the coming days.

If not, I do expect that the discussion, led by Meghan Daum, will have many merits of its own. If you're still awash in Franzen-fest hate, I'll share with you a nugget of wisdom from Tod Goldberg that strikes me as exactly spot-on:

  1. Tod Goldberg

    todgoldberg Reviewing the new Franzen this week. Here's my early verdict: When you can write better than him, then you can begin to whine and bitch. 15 Sep 2010 from web


September 16, 2010 in New Books, Readings | Permalink | Comments (2) | TrackBack (0)

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Books You Wanted to Love

I've not yet begun David Mitchell's The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet because, frankly, I'm worried I won't like it. I've liked everything Mitchell has ever written (and that's not just because I'm a crazy Mitchell fangirl), but I've also liked everything Vendela Vida has ever written. Until now.

Which is why I'm worried about Mitchell's latest.

I wanted to love The Lovers in the way that I loved Let the Northern Lights Erase Your Name. But I didn't love The Lovers. I didn't even like it. There were a few sections where I was into the world Vida created, rooting for the characters. So there's that. Yet upon finishing the book I thought, so what? What was the point of all this? I felt nothing but a vague sense of how many ways this book could have been amazing and wasn't. What also nearly broke my heart was that the gorgeously taut language and precision-prose I've come to love Vida for were nearly absent from this book. 

You know me. I rarely write about books I don't like because, what's the point? There are plenty of people paid terrible wages that are happy to slam book after book. It's not really my ilk and as goody two-shoes as it seems, I'd rather focus my time (and your attention) on books that I loved because every book and every good writer needs as much love as they can get in these tumultuous-for-books times.

So why am I bashing a not-liked book of a much-loved writer? Because it got me thinking. We all have books we wanted to love but didn't. We all follow every move of much-loved writers even though their last book (or three) left us wanting, confused, or just plain meh. What is that book for you? That book you wanted so much to love but with every page began to realize you weren't loving it and were, perhaps, hating it? 

Here's to hoping that The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet isn't another one of those for me. 

July 05, 2010 in David Mitchell, New Books, Vendela Vida | Permalink | Comments (6) | TrackBack (0)

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LA Weekly Checks Out Lydia Millet's How the Dead Dream

LydiamillethowthedeadOver at LA Weekly, Marc Weingarten takes a peek at Lydia Millet's latest, How the Dead Dream.

I uber-loved Oh Pure and Radiant Heart and I've had my eye on this novel as a must-read for 2008.

Weingarten quickly cuts to the chase:

"If Lydia Millet played by the normal rules of social satire, she might have been as large as T.C. Boyle by now. But whereas most satirists are looking for laughs much of the time, regardless of how sharp their knives might be, Millet is more the whimsical polemicist. Her novels are fanciful and surreal; rather than gently nudging everyday life into the realm of fluffy absurdity, she's trying to knock reality upside the head, thus revealing our venal and craven natures to ourselves."

January 23, 2008 in LA Weekly, New Books | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

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Books, People

Peopleofthebook_thebookofotThe Book, The People, The People of the Book, The People In the Book, The Book About People, The Book About Other People, The Other Book About People.

Am I the only one who has been confused for weeks (weeks!) about these two books, thinking, strangely, they were one in the same? I seriously could not sort out how Zadie Smith had hooked up with Geraldine Brooks for what some were calling an intense re-retelling of the Haggadah and what others were calling a hilarious read on character.

Consider me sorted. (But, really, how did this happen that two books with such bizarrely similar titles were published on nearly the same day this month?)

January 23, 2008 in New Books | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack (0)

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You Had Me at New Barthelme

Richard Nash has written the most exciting post I've read in a long time. Buried within it are these words: "a new Donald Barthelme collection Flying to America..." 

This brilliance, among other tasty news about forthcoming books from Counterpoint/Soft Skull/Shoemaker & Hoard, is worthy of many look-sees. I've bookmarked all catalogues and will return with my "oh my goodness I can't wait to get my hands on these" books list in short order.

Proust may be kicked to the curb after all.

August 07, 2007 in New Books | Permalink | Comments (4) | TrackBack (0)

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When Your Book Comes Out and You Hover

Quite possibly the funniest, most honest capture of what a newly-published author endures once the book is on shelves everywhere (or not, as the case may be...), Antony Moore details five days in the life of a newly published author for The Times:

"Day Three: I'm on the train home from work and taking a detour to Books Etc. when I see someone reading the book. It’s an epiphany. I want to kiss the man but I’m afraid it would distract him from his reading. So I sort of sidle over and have a look what page he’s on. I don’t recognize it. It’s not the book. It just has a similar cover. I feel a sudden fierce hatred for the man: traitor, cuckold. I close my eyes and picture him boiled.

Books Etc. has lots of copies, which is good, unless this means they haven’t sold any, which is worrying. I inspect the racks. The book is in a good position in the buy-one-get-one-half-price promotion right at the front. But I’m not sure about the promotion. Do I want my book mixing with these others? What if someone buys mine, gets someone else’s half-price and prefers theirs? What then? I don’t know what then. I buy one and get another one half price. The man looks surprised that I want the same book twice and has to check that the promotion works like that. But I’m firm. I’m certainly not buying anybody else’s book.

And I realize that’s what it means to publish a book: there’s a part of me over there on the shelves, and in Blackwell’s earlier today when a man took a copy down, rifled through it, and then, dismissively, returned it, I wanted to walk over and ask what the hell he was up to. Could he not see that he was touching a part of someone’s soul? Walk softly, I wanted to say, for you walk on my profits."

A very good - and I suspect painfully true - read.  Must now also check out his book as the funny factor in this piece is enough to make me want to read The Swap cover to cover pronto. Perhaps all the positive "reviews" have clouded my judgment. Any of you just-published authors engaged in this sort of "reorganizing the shelves" and "leaving copies behind to enhance word of mouth" tomfoolery recently?

August 01, 2007 in New Books | Permalink | Comments (3) | TrackBack (0)

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What I'm Reading

  • Zadie Smith: NW: A Novel

    Zadie Smith: NW: A Novel
    We shall see...

  • Nicholson Baker: The Way the World Works: Essays

    Nicholson Baker: The Way the World Works: Essays
    My all-out crush on Baker is nearly complete.

  • Robin Sloan: Mr. Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore: A Novel

    Robin Sloan: Mr. Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore: A Novel
    Because it's more than a pretty (glow in the dark) cover.

LA Readings of Note

  • 04-04: Aleksandar Hemon
  • 04-06: Marisa Silver
  • 04-02: Rachel Kushner
  • 04-17: Gish Jen
  • 04-23: Granta's Best Young British Novelists Discussion
  • 04-23: Kate Atkinson
  • 05-16: The Making of the Great Bolano
  • 05-21: The Graphic Canon: Illustrating the World's Great Literature

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Books Read in 2013

  • Jeet Thayil: Narcopolis: A Novel

    Jeet Thayil: Narcopolis: A Novel

  • Deborah Levy: Swimming Home: A Novel

    Deborah Levy: Swimming Home: A Novel

  • Michel Houellebecq: The Map and the Territory (Vintage International)

    Michel Houellebecq: The Map and the Territory (Vintage International)

  • Enrique Vila-Matas: Never Any End to Paris

    Enrique Vila-Matas: Never Any End to Paris

  • Antoine Wilson: Panorama City

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  • Alex Shakar: Luminarium

    Alex Shakar: Luminarium

  • Junot Diaz: This Is How You Lose Her

    Junot Diaz: This Is How You Lose Her

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    Books Read in 2013

    • Jeet Thayil: Narcopolis: A Novel

      Jeet Thayil: Narcopolis: A Novel

    • Deborah Levy: Swimming Home: A Novel

      Deborah Levy: Swimming Home: A Novel

    • Michel Houellebecq: The Map and the Territory (Vintage International)

      Michel Houellebecq: The Map and the Territory (Vintage International)

    • Enrique Vila-Matas: Never Any End to Paris

      Enrique Vila-Matas: Never Any End to Paris

    • Antoine Wilson: Panorama City

      Antoine Wilson: Panorama City

    • Alex Shakar: Luminarium

      Alex Shakar: Luminarium

    • Junot Diaz: This Is How You Lose Her

      Junot Diaz: This Is How You Lose Her

    Books Read in 2012

    • Richard Lloyd Parry: People Who Eat Darkness: The True Story of a Young Woman Who Vanished from the Streets of Tokyo--and the Evil That Swallowed Her Up

      Richard Lloyd Parry: People Who Eat Darkness: The True Story of a Young Woman Who Vanished from the Streets of Tokyo--and the Evil That Swallowed Her Up

    • Etgar Keret: Suddenly, a Knock on the Door: Stories

      Etgar Keret: Suddenly, a Knock on the Door: Stories

    • Graham Swift: Wish You Were Here

      Graham Swift: Wish You Were Here

    • Elaine Dundy: The Dud Avocado (New York Review Books Classics)

      Elaine Dundy: The Dud Avocado (New York Review Books Classics)

    • Ben Lerner: Leaving the Atocha Station

      Ben Lerner: Leaving the Atocha Station

    • Steve Erickson: These Dreams of You

      Steve Erickson: These Dreams of You

    • Dana Spiotta: Stone Arabia: A Novel

      Dana Spiotta: Stone Arabia: A Novel

    • Heidi Julavits: The Vanishers: A  Novel

      Heidi Julavits: The Vanishers: A Novel

    • Fernando Pessoa: The Book of Disquiet (Serpent's Tail Classics)

      Fernando Pessoa: The Book of Disquiet (Serpent's Tail Classics)

    • Jennifer Jordan: The Last Man on the Mountain: The Death of an American Adventurer on K2

      Jennifer Jordan: The Last Man on the Mountain: The Death of an American Adventurer on K2